Im scared of dying. I had a dream where I was some hero that saved everyone so many times but that only lasted a second as i became old and was at one of those retirement neighborhoods but it was just me my mom and 3 others. At one point we went for ice-cream and In the dream I was scared of death and the nothingness after it. Im scared that there's nothing after death just nothing. Im scare that it'll all just end. After that the "odd" quite one told us in his closet was a path to a place where we won't have to worry about death and I remember seeing the gun in the closet and something in the dream made it feel like it was used on us and we were just spirits crossing to the other side now. I just got a memory from the guy that was leading us, a memory of how they treated him at the police precinct. They treated him as if he were some crazy old man that needed to be put down. Sadly, or maybe luckily, I began to lucid dream and realized I was about to wake up, I wanted to keep going cause I didn't want to face death and the emptiness that came after. When I woke up I realized if I did do that I would have been leaving my mom old and alone dealing with me dying before her. Im sorry. Im so scared of dying. I don't want to die. Im crying cause I'm scared and don't want to die.