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General Discussion / 01/01/2026 | neet dream

Last post by silver - Feb 24, 2026, 09:25 AM

I had a neet dream, scary but cool scary. Dream wad rat me died but something something infecting parasites no eyes evil. Rat me was dead on a hotel and a closer look revealed deep red vain like tendrils pulsing and floping around with fleshy sounds. You cound see that gap between the skull and the flesh and the tendrils moving around in there. After a second the puppeted corse woke up and hissed like a wild animal and hid. I was sent in to find it, me find me hah, with an rc car with a flashlight but it died not a second later so i was left in the dark with it. I looked towards the closet and heard it, i braced myself with my hands up then... realized i was dreaming and choose to wake up (: i woke up. Hope i can make a vrm of that rat svr

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General Discussion / 01/30/2026 | a bad dream

Last post by silver - Jan 30, 2026, 07:39 AM

Im scared of dying. I had a dream where I was some hero that saved everyone so many times but that only lasted a second as i became old and was at one of those retirement neighborhoods but it was just me my mom and 3 others. At one point we went for ice-cream and In the dream I was scared of death and the nothingness after it. Im scared that there's nothing after death just nothing. Im scare that it'll all just end. After that the "odd" quite one told us in his closet was a path to a place where we won't have to worry about death and I remember seeing the gun in the closet and something in the dream made it feel like it was used on us and we were just spirits crossing to the other side now. I just got a memory from the guy that was leading us, a memory of how they treated him at the police precinct. They treated him as if he were some crazy old man that needed to be put down. Sadly, or maybe luckily, I began to lucid dream and realized I was about to wake up, I wanted to keep going cause I didn't want to face death and the emptiness that came after. When I woke up I realized if I did do that I would have been leaving my mom old and alone dealing with me dying before her. Im sorry. Im so scared of dying. I don't want to die. Im crying cause I'm scared and don't want to die.

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General Discussion / 01/19/2026 | stuff can happen

Last post by silver - Jan 19, 2026, 12:37 AM

I got misses balls vrm finished, i just needed to continue on it. It wasn't difficult i was just being lazy. I got the floppy disk (seems odd to me to be writting "disk" instead of "disc" like a dvd thing weird huh) from the mae music person the song are good they use vocaloid and i got the disk with the nfc which is neet. I ordered a floppy disc read / writer and some floppy disk so really wanna shove songs into them like asteria what you want, xoxo kisses hugs and quando quando quando. Im on a site to compress the songs and omg something about them being so compressed is funny to me. There still perfectly listenable and good at just 1.3 mb for a 3 or 5 minute song but something about it is just so funny to me and i really want the floppy disk rn to try then idk why. I hope rose is having a good day.
-Gn MM

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General Discussion / 01/16/2026 | ugh

Last post by silver - Jan 17, 2026, 12:11 AM

Worked didn't feel like finishing the misses balls vrm so imma see if I have energy tomorrow but probably not since weekends are the worst. I played a bit of fort which was nice I guess. My main phone will be the svr65 phone and my second phone will be the shae [tbd number] phone so I'll need to finish shaes main outfit like how the doodle outfit isn't my main the purple casual is my main. Should probably be a bit more egirl like but thats to be determined when I feel like working on it
-Gn MM

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General Discussion / 01/15/2026 | stuff

Last post by silver - Jan 16, 2026, 12:04 AM

I finnaly got something to talk about not much but its something other than "i worked today"... speaking of which i was working houseman today basically stripping beds and placing the new sheets there real easy and i dont hat to set the beds just leave the sheets there. Only bummer is that i dont like being infront of people especially guest so i take the stairs and thats a problem when i need something from the laundry matt cause i would need to ascend and decend 5 floors both ways which did tired me out but better than laundry matt, sadly imma go back there since they were just seeing if i could do it and only cause the usual guy that goes there wasn't in so thats rough. So as for something that isnt work related, i started work on misses balls vrm i did an initial sketch of what i wanted it to look like, for some reason my brain got some elite level boost to just spit out a great design, then after i woke up and went to work i started on it and i think im getting good progress. Only problem is that vroid doesnt have crazy flexibility with curtain type of clothes. Now dont get me wrong vroid in amazing and i wouldnt have my rat without it but i wish there was more clothes editing options but im not sure how they could do that. Back on topic imma try and finish it after work tomorrow to show then and hopefully i can get it to a state where im actually happy with it.
-Gn MM

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General Discussion / 01/14/2026 | oh my

Last post by silver - Jan 14, 2026, 10:34 PM

Seems i forgot a few days... my bad. Nothing happened anyways only this to say is i almost got everything to stream again just need to send over the better quality ui of the background, get captions to work again and get a friend to get online to play either minecraft, marvel rivals, or tf2(idk might be fun) and thats about it hope rose can play some
-Gn MM

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General Discussion / 01/11/2026 | i forgor

Last post by silver - Jan 12, 2026, 08:04 AM

Forgot to do this before i went to sleep. Same as always work then home. Today i gave kora the old iphone and then she came up to me so excited cause she almost managed to write my name, the last letter was replaced by an x but its so cool how she almost got it... the moment was a little soured by her not a second later grabing my watch and hitting my head with it but still sweet nothing other than that.
-Gm MM

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General Discussion / 01/10/2026 | not much

Last post by silver - Jan 11, 2026, 07:49 AM

Not much happened today even if i went into detail it was just work, eat then sleep really nothing today. Imma keep this short just cuz
-Gm MM

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General Discussion / 01/09/2026 | such work

Last post by silver - Jan 10, 2026, 12:31 AM

Still not much to say so imma just give more details. Working in the laundry matt of the hotel resort whatever is rough, not the folding or washing none that it's having to stand all day my back aches after standing all day feeling like some old man with how much my back hurts from the work. I bought a new phone case today it was 2 bucks should have gone on Amazon but it's don't know. We went to Walmart to buy some locks for the work locker and I wanted to reset an old iPhone I bought at the flea market but since it was icloud locked I couldn't do nothing so whatever. I got breakfast at work and it was meh. They had very few options and didn't even have any biscuits but they had these square fries which were good but I didn't know if the were good but by the time I tried it they were already clearing out ): . Apparently they don't like the guy there since he usually doesn't finish all the work and leaves it for some other day which they don't like, I really don't care, and they say he blabs and gets people fired so let's hope I didn't leave a bad impression. Liz thrown slime into kora's hair and it was Hella to get out. I suggested to cut it since she's still young her hair will grow, she just laughed about how I said it. Other than that not much. I really need to do something better with my time maybe learn how to animate what happened to that huh. Well whatever it's time to sleep
-Gn MM

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General Discussion / 01/08/2026 | whoops pt2

Last post by silver - Jan 08, 2026, 11:33 PM

Yeah not much other than breaking in the new phone and putting on the case I ordered yesterday which has magnets so the magnetic powering i have finally can stick to something. I uploaded the latest rat onto vrc (svr neey 11-25) so next imma need to work on a version for quest since I looked and the people on fiverr charge an arm, leg and my left nut to get them set up for quest. I'm just mad since I'm broke rn and 50 buck for one avi seems like too much but get your bad somehow I guess
-Gn sleep well MM